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All you need to do is smile, & that's all it takes for me to smile
Wednesday, September 7, 2011 || 9:09 AM
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We're cool, justlikethat.
HEYLO WORLD.
I can explain for not updating my blog.
WELL,
I HAD TO STUDY.
PMR IS IN LIKE 25 DAYS Y'KNOW. #notcool
Anyways,
studied till my brain popped out .__.
OH YEAH, I FINISHED Plants Vs Zombies already ;)
SOHAPPYTOTHEMAXWTFHEHEOMGIAMNUTS.
So like I skipped school yesterday, and the day before and I'm skipping school tomorrow.
I went to school today,
ZOMG.
My class was like filled with dead zombies.
It was almost empty.
I HAVE LEARNT MY LESSON.
Which is, I won't be attending school if I don't feel like going 8D
HEHE.
Kay I'm going nuts for studying too much.
Currently chatting with Dixon Dai Lou :D :D :D
And texting.
Well, we're planning about the cheer routine we're going to do at Gunung Jerai :D
We're going on an awesome trip hehe.
I CANT WAIT :O
After PMR, I'll cheer till my brains fly out.
I have cheer pom practice tomorrow,
going to perform at school this Saturday.
For IDK what event.
But I know I'm gonna wear my attire! :D :D
I miss my attire so muchy!
OHOH, & AGM meeting this Friday.
So nervous to the max D: Will we all make it into the team, WILL WE PASS THE AUDITION?
WILL WE?
OF COURSE LAH. Seniors man :P HAHAHA.
Joking.
Weeee.
Excited yet nervous for PMR.
JUST CAN'T WAIT TO GET OVER IT.
So I won't be updating my blog till after PMR or till I feel like it.
P/S: Hey, you, yes YOU, if you dislike me, I won't do anything to please you (:
Like I said, I'm nice if you're nice. I'm mean if you're mean.
If you think I'm not friendly, it means you're not being friendly. Simple as that!
That's all for now.
XO WORLD! (;
LOves,
EE.
Do you deserve me like I should deserve him?
Friday, September 2, 2011 || 5:18 AM

HELLOOOOO WORLD (Y)
Basically, I've been playing Plants vs Zombies the whole day.
can't get pass level 5-9.
Gonna break my Ipad soon :)
So frust arghh.
Stupid zombie that throw baby zombies :(
Screwwwww you man.
I ain't gonna play that level anymore. I PLAYED 293946149473 times already :P
And I keep screwing up.
Okay screw zombies.
I've been home the whole day :O
Didn't step out of my house.
Going out tomorrow and Sunday.
I was hoping I could finish P vs Z by today but oh well.
CAN'TWAITTOGOOUT.
All I wanna do now is swim.
Like seriously D:
OKAYBYE.
SINGLEBASE :')
ERM, SUPERBLURSORRY.ITWASTOODARK.
Nothing to say.
Study time ;)
HAVE SUGAR DREAMS WORLD. :)
Loves.
Esther E.
This one's for you & me (:
Wednesday, August 31, 2011 || 9:39 AM
Hello world!
It's 1 a.m. now.
I've just finished partying with my mum, Dixon, Walter, Wei Lun, Hy, Patrick & Chin Hau, my cousins, dad, godparents!
OKAYSOFUN 8D
Did stunts just now in the end.
Dickson handtoss me to singlebase :') Thank you dai lou (Y) You are the best :)
Played candles and stuff hahaha.
Burn the leaves o.o
HALFWAY, We found out that there was a huge spider web near the mini garden and
I just scared the hell out of myself.
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OH WELL.
Going to bed soon.
I love my cousins, their just so adorable.
And they love following me around 8D AHH.
*pinches their cheeks
OKAY.
To sum it all up, It was CRAZY.
Went swimming, shopping, arcade, dancing, barbecue, stunting, eating, jumping.
OKAY. I've never done so many activities on the same day o.o ZOMG.
KAYBYE.
Goodnight world! (Y)
Loves.
Esther E.
Iwanttogosomewhereovertherainbowwithyou.
Monday, August 29, 2011 || 8:33 AM

Cause baby,
There ain't no other way.
I was born this way. (;
Hello world!
:)
My mum just confiscated my phone for the 20381204th time ;D
Sometimes I really don't know why she's like that.
I mean she wants me to be like other kids, but why can't she be like other mums?
Other mums don't actually check on their kid's phone and read their messages.
Other mums don't choose their children's friends.
Other mums encourage their children instead of telling them 'You're just gonna end up as a failure' .__.
Anyway, got 5 A's for trials. And she wasn't happy about it.
Just screw it kay.
Like I tried my best. If you're not happy with it, I have nothing to say.
cause I tried. Not everyone is perfect okay.
If you regret having me as your child, I'm sorry, I didn't plan to be popped out of your stomach.
I mean how can you get mad and care about my results more than my feelings? #notcool
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Okay sorry bout that.
Just felt so sad.
Can't talk to anyone cause my dad doesn't understand me, neither do my mum.
The only person I can talk to is my brother,
He's out for an hour. GG.COM.MY/esthererinisscrewed
Cause my friends can all talk to their mum or dad.
If I tried talking to either of my parents, I'd end up crying instead and feeling worse
cause they'll probably get mad or try to commit suicide (no joke)
ANYWAAYYYS,
Yesterday was a blast.
HAD SO MUCH FUN.
Cheer party with Vulcanz & Awesome.
It almost felt like.. HOME.
Real home, real happiness where you can forget everything,
EVERYTHING and just have fun.
Just forget about all the pain, all the stress and pressure craps.
Did stunts, tumblings, MANY MANY JUMP SHOTS, tosses, ALOT.
Here are some pictures :)
Ended swimming with a pyramid, quite fail.
Before we get to take the picture of the full pyramid the guards off the pool light .__.
We had barbecue.
WEEEE.
Yummyyy and potluck!
Kay thinking about all the fooddd makes me hungry.
Well, I swam most of the time and drag people into the pool.
It was really fun.
I cannot actually describe last night cause it'll take me hours to finish.
I'll just sum it all in one word:
AWESOME. ;)
(never had so much fun in like months)
Anyway can't wait for PMR to be over and just play like a mad cow after that.
For now, FOR ONE MORE MONTH.
STUDY.
After that, for three months I'll be free like a holymegatwfcraplolwth :D
I'm mad.
OKAY.
I stretched today cause it was so hot and I kept on sweating,
since I was warmed up, why not stretch? (:
Finally get to spike my right and left leg.
:')
All the hardwork.
That's all.
Time to study before I get screwed by mum.
GOODNNIGGHTTT WORLD (Y)
Loves,
Esther E.
Music to my heart, that's what you are.
Saturday, August 27, 2011 || 8:13 AM

Meet Baby Tigger.
Baby gave it to me :D ♥♥
Hello world! :D
AUDITION IS OVER :(
THATWASFAST.
Yup, audition was yesterday.
OMG. SOFUN :D
I think I'll pass audition!
Got highest for Cheer :O Maybe cause I was too loud .__.
FIRST OF ALL.
We had the warm up and stretching session of course!
Coach asked me to lead the stretching :D
Did some strike jumps, and toe raisers.
Calf stretch, shoulder stretch, Splits (left, right & side), pancakes, butterflies and sit&reach!
DONEEE.
So we started with flexibility test for the flyers. ;D
(just to show you what flexibility test means :P )
From left to right: Wei Wen, Jia Yann, Me :)
GUESSWHAT?ICANSPIKEONMYLEFTLEGTOO.WTF. *Scream my lungs out
So basically, MY SPINE MUST BE BROKEN 8D
After that, we did cheer.
Yeah so my coach said I was the loudest .__. LOL.
Then, tumblings.
Well, I can't tumble well, So I just showed a front handspring.
Jumps. :D (MY FAVOURITE) (Y)
Toe touch!
This is what a toe touch looks like ;)
(SCREW MY HAND MOTIONS)
Lastly, STUNTING. :)
Flew on some of the Vulcanz boys juniors.
They were so noisy okay .__.
Told them I was 39 kg and yeah they said I look like 60 LOL.
OH WELL.
Did some liberty and elevator sponge :(
So boring.
Didn't do any advance stuff,
SOYEAH. That's about it ;)
P/S: I love flying on girls more than boys. :D I MEAN ONLY FOR YESTERDAY LOL.
(I love my girl bases for yesterday hmmm, Jia Yann, Melissa, Wei Wen, Florence & Adilah)
Obviously boys are nicer to fly on cause their stronger and more stable to fly on.
Vulcanz girls ftw? ♥
That's all.
I ♥ Tigger and ♥♥♥.
ALRIGHTY.
GOODNIGHT WORLD (Y)
Just a lil bit of KH and I'll watch teeveeeee.
Seeee you. xoxo
Love.
Esther E.
(SMURFERIN)
You've got that smile, that only heaven can make.
Tuesday, August 23, 2011 || 5:20 AM
You are my dream,
there's not a thing I won't do.
I'd give my life up for you,
cause you are my dream (:
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Baby, we were born this way. ;)
Hello world! :)
Geography todayyy.
Yeah, kinda screw up some parts. SILLY MISTAKES FMLTTM. .__.
Anyway,
I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT.
There's war between two person now D:
I feel so bad about it.
I'm like the caused of it.
I'm going to do Math now.
2 more days of trials !!
3 more days to AUDITION (Y)
EXCITED.
OH BTW,
Look.
TRANSFORMATION OF VULCANZ ALL-GIRLS ;)
2009-2011 (up to down) COOOLIOOOOO.
That's all.
Loves.
Esther E.
(SMURFERIN)
MyFavouritePlaceInTheWorldIsWhereverYouHappenToBe
Monday, August 22, 2011 || 7:00 AM

Hello, :D
If you're reading this, I just wanted to say..
YOU SUCK :P
Hehe, joking. Iloveyou (:
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But I'm cool just like that *snap fingers :P
Hello world :D
SCIENCE PAPER 2 today. & English 1,2.
Well, basically English was a piece of cake. Likeofcourseright o.o
We're in Malaysiaaaaa.
Science Paper 2, I am positive I didn't screw up that badly LOL.
Well,
Geography tomorrow :)
Which I really suck in.
But you know, I'm too lazy to study. Plus 2 hours won't make much difference.
I'll just go do some past year papers or something.
I was so exhausted today in class then I couldn't even open my eyes LOL.
After each and every paper I would just dose off. Which is #notcool.
TWITTER IS COOL (Y)
Yeah. That was me being random :D
ANYWAYYYY,
I'm in love with....
SMURRRFFS!
For no reason, Just having Smurfever 8D
HI. MY NAME IS SMURFERIN.
YOU DO NOT WANNA SMURF WITH ME.
OH MY SMURF.
SMURFLOL.
Okay. Sorry for scaring the hell out of you.
I'm just so so so smurfed up.
O.O
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE HOLIDAYS!
Oh, Seafield's CHEERLEADING audition is this Friday.
COME ON PEOPLE. Audition!
You'll smurfing LOVE Vulcanz, cause we all love you :')
We're one big family, that joke around like sakais and we're just plain retarded,
which also makes us COOL. Mmmhmm.
LOOK AT US!
PLANKING ALL OVER THE WORLD.
You got that right :P WE'RE HYPER AND HAPPY GO LUCKY.
Can't wait for audition okay. :D
SOO EXCITED.
After two weeks of trials, LIKEOMGWTH.
I CAN'T WAIT TO CHEER.
Plus I'm gonna join Awesome's gym starting from this Sunday onwards 8D
Gonna train my fronthandsprings, cartwheels, roundoffs & backhandspring!
Hopefully I'll get my backhandspring by next year.
WOOHOOO. *FLIPS.
Alriighty.
If you're not a Cheerleader you will not understand me :D
Cheer languange!
Texting with ♥♥♥
♥♥♥ is a pig :D
♥♥♥ sleeps 24/7. PIG!
Mhmm.
ALRIGHT.
Done with blogging.
Feels good to blog again.
#1, CHEEEER THIS FRIDAY.
#2, CHEEEER THIS SUNDAY.
#3, STUDY GEO, KH & SEJARAH!
#4, I WANT MY MINIATURE TERRIER (CUTE & FLUFFY)
#5, NUMBER FIVE IS FOR FUN :D
#6, GOODNIGHT MY READERS!
Loves.
Esther E.
hii'maretard,buthestilllovesme(:
Sunday, August 21, 2011 || 12:12 AM
' What are you waiting for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight. '
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And if you ask me if I loved him, I'd lie ;)
Hello world! :D
Just watched GLEE 3D @ TIMES SQUARE.
So basically,
The cutest guy was that small boy who liked Blaine and dan
ced after Blaine.
OMGTHATBOYISSOCUTE.
You won't understand me unless you watch the movie. So bare with me while I talk about it.
Yeah there were like 200 over seats in a cinema :O
It was cool cause it was all filled with cheerleaders.
The hottest in that concert movie was Brittany Pierce :)
SHE IS SO HOT OMG. (I'm straight)
Yeah, but her dance was a little bit too ... O.O Ermm, yeahhh.
Andherboobswerelikehuge LOL wtf.
hahahaha.
OKAY. Currently texting with ♥♥♥ :D
So bored.
Might be going to the Bazaar later.
Suppose to be studying now as I promised.
But I AM NOT IN A STUDY MOOD.
Plus, I already got 5 A's for my trials. No stress ;D
Givemeabreakman. 3 trials at one go. .__.
Still not over....
SOBLARDYCUTE :(
KaybyeWORLD :D
Off to Bazaaarrrrr (Y)
LOVES.
Esther E.
And you're the reason that I Sm-i-i-ileee (Y)
Saturday, August 20, 2011 || 8:25 AM
Yeah, you said “Hey”
And since that day,
You stole my heart and you’re the one to blame.
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2nd post of the day to release my stress .__.
I WANT A FREAKING CUTE & FLUFFY MINIATURE BABY SILKY TERRIER.
Was so close to convincing my dad to buy it.
And my SUPERMOM said 'no' and crushed my dream of having it D:
I WANT IT.
I always get what I want.
Watch me GET IT D:
ARGH.

LOOOK AT ITS ADORABLE FACE.
ftwtfml. :)
Loves.
Esther E.
I'm taking back what's mine. One. More. Time. (:
|| 3:17 AM
'Throwing a ball around? Cute. Try throwing your friends around. ♥ '
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Hello there world.
YEAP. BLOGISDEAD.
But I'm bored :D So I'm updating it for no reason LOL.
My readers had fled away long time ago.
So now it's the exam period #notcool
Tweeting non stop 8D
So here are the 7 PMR subjects.
BM (okay)
ENGLISH (pieceofcake)
MATH (whatismath?)
SCIENCE (paper2sucks)
SEJARAH (notbad,cmi)
KH (SUCKS)
GEOGRAPHY (SUCKIEST)
MMHMM :)
First trials I got A for almost all the subjects except for Sej & KH. #FMLTTM .__.
I'mma get straight A's or my mum will skin me alive, no doubt ;)
Suppose to be studying for my second trials now.
BUT..
I declare self-holiday for myself today :P
GLEE THE MOVIE tomorrow!
Well the coolest thing about it is the WHOLE TIMES SQUARE CINEMA is...
BOOKED. FOR CHEERLEADERS ONLY (Y)
Which I think is quite awesome, cause the whole cinema will be filled with crazy hyper and happy-go-lucky people :)
Can't wait for it.
Yeah so excited to dress up 8D
Gonna meet JY & W2 THEREEE. (Y)
Texting like a textholic!
Yeah..
When my bill comes, I'm gonna get nag :O
Alright that's about it.
Seafield's Cheer audition next week :)
VULCANZ ALL-GIRLS (Y)
So excited. :D
TATA WORLD (Y)
Till the next time :P
Loves.
Esther E.
BLOG OFFICIALLY DEAD.
Monday, August 15, 2011 || 7:40 PM
I NOW DECLARE THAT THIS BLOG IS NO LONGER ALIVE. (:
Thank you.
Sincerely,
THE OWNER OF THIS BLOG.
Esther E.
For you, I would've done whatever.
Sunday, June 19, 2011 || 8:10 AM

Hello world! :D
Gonna go through this quickly!
This two weeks. MANY THINGS HAPPENED (Y)
First,
Sorak Metro!
Vulcanz All-Girls FIRST RUNNER-UP :D



Second,
S.O.X (which was yesterday)
CHAMPIONS :')
Our hardwork paid off.
SO HAPPY.
Well that;s all.
SCHOOLLL TOMORROW!
Loves,
EE.